i try so hard

i try so hard to be happy
i try to control that i feel inside.
Feelings of love, happiness, anger, hate, jealously, sadness

but i can't!!
it's uncontrollable. It's never ending.. it's one after another.
And i can't stand it.
i Know it have to end today.

yeahh.. it ends today.
i will love my life no matter the consequences..

W.H.Y ??
because my life is amazing..
because life is so short to feel anything,
but i have to be happy